想自己心疼自己却还是不断折磨 ≡的翻译：Himself himself was constantly tormented ≡ 什么意思？中文翻译英文，英文翻译中文，怎么说？

青云英语翻译

Distressed that their own but still want to keep torture ≡

Himself himself was constantly tormented ≡

Thought own love dearly oneself unceasingly suffers actually ≡

Want to own distressed that their choice but they were still constantly tormented

Himself himself was constantly tormented ≡