我这是怎么了，我开始瞧不起自己的翻译：What's wrong with me, I started to look down upon their own 什么意思？中文翻译英文，英文翻译中文，怎么说？

青云英语翻译

This is how I am, I began to despise their own

What's wrong with me, I started to look down upon their own

How my was this, I started to despise oneself

This is how I despise myself, and I started

What's wrong with me, I started to look down upon their own