如此重压使得我又变得彷徨不定了的翻译：That makes the weight I became anxious for an indefinite 什么意思？中文翻译英文，英文翻译中文，怎么说？

青云英语翻译

This makes the weight loss I became uncertain of the

That makes the weight I became anxious for an indefinite

So the heavy pressure causes me to become paces back and forth does not decide

I had also become so heavy weight makes the uncertainty

That makes the weight I became anxious for an indefinite