我曾经幻想过如果可以的话我会变成什么样的翻译：I have a fantasy if that is what I will become 什么意思？中文翻译英文，英文翻译中文，怎么说？

青云英语翻译

I have toyed with me if you can, what will become of

I have a fantasy if that is what I will become

I had fantasized if may I can turn any type

If I may, I have no illusions about what will it be me

I have a fantasy if that is what I will become