我告诉自己要放弃，但心的痛楚诉说着不能。。。的翻译：I told myself to give up, but the pain of heart again not ... 什么意思？中文翻译英文，英文翻译中文，怎么说？

青云英语翻译

I told myself to give up, but the pain of the heart can not tell. . .

I told myself to give up, but the pain of heart again not ...

I tell oneself must give up, but the heart pain relates can.。。

I told myself to give it up, but my heart is not telling her the pain. . .

I told myself to give up, but the pain of heart again not ...